Oh my god! My boyf is like igoring me now! I fucking lied to him, and he pissed~!
FUCKFUCKFUCK!
Its just a white lie, I just don't want him to misunderstoooood or whatsoever.
I didn't cheat behind his back, or do any unfaithful thing to him.
SHIT!SHIT!SHIT!
He's ignoring me! AND he doesn't want to hear me out!
DAMN!
I'm like so going to die now!
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Oh my god! Its like almost a week since I met my boyf! I miss him badly, it have been like seven hours since I last talked to him. He didn't even bother to text or call me after that. I wonder if he do care bout' me, or if I die, will he knows?! I don't feel loved or whatsoever! He is like ARGHHHHH!!! my blood boil whenever I talked about him. Damn~!

things gone really bad.
1.Accused of smoking in nsc.
2.My dearest boyf is cheating on me, i guess.
3.My parents are giving me shit.
4.I lost my phone.
5.Jonathan thinks that I'm lying to him.
6.Wayne was found in my room; under my bed.
7.Aunty Ros said she wants to talk to me.
8.Ps Andrew keeping a close watch.
9.Having PMS.
10. Having super blocked nose.

I really couldn't take it anymore. Everything seem to like against me. Is like so wtf can!

in my room; sleepyX10000.
i really have freaking lil time to post my blog.
Pulled myself real hard off my bed this morning.
Looking at the my watch realised that it was just 8.30!
I never wake up so early after I got my discharge!
called Wayne, and he took a super long time to pick his phone.
decided to meet at chinatown point,
and you know what,
he was late for half an hour!
PISSED!X10

after yesterday what I saw from his phone,
adding on he was late,
i couldn't help it but keep showing him the fuckedup' attitude.
i really feel so bad, so upset.
he still got the cheeks to ask me what happened.
PISSEDX20
what the fuck can?!?!
i tried to be nice,
i keep quiet and didn't kb anyth.
but the shitty heartache really makes me feel like dying.
then, after that i saw The Newpapers,
saw this article talking about this couple whom planning to get marry,
met with car accident and died terribly.
I suddenly felt so thankful to God that i could still be with my boyfriend,
though i still felt really awful.
went for trainng,
saw chew(he is still as man as usual),
said HI to him,
but he seem to be unwilling to talk to me.
can't blame him,
its all my fault!
Wind was real bad at around 3.30.
super duper light.
chew sailed by, i couldn't help it but kept looking at him,
hoping that he will turn too.
Sigh! but he didn't.
after training went over to Wayne house,
I really feel so tempted to confront him,
It will spoil the relationship and dampen our moods, i guess.
so i just shut up about it.
the smelly shit went for the 10km nike run and got back muddy and sticky!
went to eat dinner at 10.30!
then back to hostel.
feel super fattttt now can!
I saw the IM that he sent to me yesterday.
I think he fucking hates me now lar!
he saw Wayne friendster; saw my comment.
i really don't know what to say just hope that he will understand.
I'm really sorry.
I swear i didn't lie.
The friendster is just a smoke screen,
i think what i said now, he cant be bohered too,
forget it then!...

okay, i haven't been posting this damn thing this few days.
this morning, haven't even brush my teeth yet. (opening with sleepy eyes), saw Brig face in front of me, she said, Vanessa is gonna get screwed, her mother caught her for ciggs yesterday. i went down to see what happened, the next moment you know what, i got screwed too.
morale of the story, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!

that really spoil my day! ARGHHH!

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